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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

尋日已經送佐細佬入院...唔知佢幾時先返得出黎~

最初都覺得佢好慘...諗住今日再入去睇佢,帶D野俾佢...

雖然我都知我有好多野唔知,我都唔想去理佢!

但無意中發現佢D SMS係同個女仔傾既......估佢唔到既係

佢竟然會變成咁既程度,令我覺得佢已經唔再係我細佬

我都唔知可以怪邊個,怪個女仔教壞佢??怪佢自己唔帶眼識人

雖然知道呢D係佢既私隱,我都唔會講出去,只有自己屋企人知~

但我個心好寒......連屋企人都要去隱瞞,講千千萬萬個大話,呃哂全世界

咁又點?你可以只信你自己唔信其他人,包括自己人鍚你既人關心你既人!

可能都係我太傻太蠢先會傷害到我自己,以為係咁就係最好...

到頭來都係我自以為事~仲以為你諗野天馬行空D,有病...

我而家真係估唔到你係真有病定還是係假,定係你自己要玩野先係咁!!

我好驚你呀!你太恐怖喇,令我覺得自己唔知對緊邊個好?

要俾你咁對待.......點解我會有個咁既細佬,到底想我點?


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

今日終於肯面對現實去睇醫生...因為上網睇完D case先驚=="

但佢地又話我大驚小怪,病個個唔係你地,你梗係咁講啦Y^Y....

本來去睇尊科...但間間D尊科醫生又唔係到,又話要book先有得睇

最後去佐睇內外全科個D...最初都好驚,間野又新開,個醫生又係新仔~

我真係信唔過,不過最後都睇佐...佢幫我洗耳但...真係好痛><"

跟住就流眼淚了Y^Y因為忍唔到痛,好似俾針吉落去耳仔入面咁....

我仲以為我大個女,識得去忍痛,唔喊...點知都係咁細路女><"

好冇用呀我><咁大個人仲要助護請我食朱古力...氹返我=="

醫生而家開佐D藥,不過而家仲未通返...希望快D好啦,做返個正常人^^"




Saturday, June 27, 2009

越來越覺得討厭......

想離家出走......

留係度都冇意思.......

一d都唔開心......

點解每次都係我去忍......去讓.......去做

咁辛苦為佐咩?


Monday, June 08, 2009

最近好唔開心>^<因為屋企既事加埋老公,就更加唔happy!

細佬既事....唉~我情願有病個個係我,起碼有人就你關心你先~

發脾氣都唔會有人怪你...唉~講起老公就心都淡=o="

唔知係咪我地起埋一齊耐,知道佢d衰野越來越多...尋晚發夢

我竟然好大聲同佢講分手...@@!係我內心我係咪已經唔愛佢呢?

定係一早就唔係愛...只係朋友再好既關係??個天真玩野...

自己鐘意既竟然得唔到,而去愛一個自己都唔知係鐘意定係愛既人

愛一個人係見到面都會面紅心跳,見唔到既時候就會好掛住好想見

但係鐘意一個人只係會有少少好感.....我真係唔識分喇><"

係我冇愛情經驗定佢愛情經驗多呢?我係咪應該俾佢同佢d

fd一齊多d呢?但係點解我會唔想...佢話我管佢,但不愛不理又好咩?

下下你出街我都俾...陣間可能連bf都俾埋人地...咁我又可以點?

可能我太任性...定係我未夠成熟=o="有冇人有咁既經驗講下俾我聽

我可以點做好?

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今次berryz 20th新出既碟,pv有兩個^^真係正呀XD

不過我like副歌pv同歌都超正有返佢地最初既感覺好kawaii呀^^

睇真d個pv入面既道具原來全部都係用"紙"做的!!又靚又kawaii!!

另外berryz既 Top 4己經分兩組 + C-ute成員做"守護甜心"既代言

唱OP同EP~之前Buono都唱佐好幾首...唔知係咪唱唔切呢?嘻嘻^^

我見而家電視轉歌轉得好快^^我諗自從TVB播守護甜心之後

應該會有好多人知道有Buono 之後就-->berryz架喇^^哈哈!


Friday, May 29, 2009

近排屋企發生佐d事......我都覺得好煩同好無奈~

3-4月個時我唔like阿媽buy部電腦俾我細佬,so有d嬲!!

咁咪同佢地嘈+鬥氣......好唔高興鬧到我差d要離定出走~

之後一直連食飯都唔一齊食,講都唔講野...忍到我忍無可忍

我就勁鬧我細佬,佢竟然話我同阿媽唔錫佢!

我同佢講阿媽錫到佢死,錫晒佢都唔錫我呀,仲好意思咁講!!

buy電腦都唔buy俾我先呀!仲話唔錫!平時係你放假我先可以

食下飯咋,你唔放假我lunch係屋企食麵咋!講!呢次之後以為

佢識諗通冇事.....唔會再大聲渴阿媽啦...點知又係咁....=o="

而家4-5月開始仲嚴重,竟然有日打黎話唔記得點返屋企...

我話係咪痴佐線,好地地點會唔識返屋企,最初以為佢呃我地~

我即刻上網睇過,香港都有d咁既病係因為壓力大,長期冇足夠

睡眠...等,做成腦部唔能夠有足夠能量俾佢記憶一d野....

而令到佢記唔起......所以我叫佢唔好咁夜訓,聽話d...同佢傾多d!

唔好因為拍拖而搞到自己咁樣~之後佢有聽話早d訓,我又以為

應該冇事啦...點知又日日都唔返學,其實4月已經日日遲到...

有時又唔返學,而家學校社工都有同佢傾...但好似對佢黎講

冇乜作用了,跟住佢介紹話睇心理醫生......一個星期前就去睇

醫生話佢有憂鬱症+情緒病......要食藥黎控制,但而家食佐有

1個星期多都冇乜效咁...仲係成日發脾氣,都係有想死既諗法

有時如果唔係睇在佢有病我一早鬧佐佢幾十世......

佢講既野唔係人講,又唔理人感受....我真係覺得阿媽好辛苦!!

又要返工又要理佢...睇醫生都要洗好多錢架....我真係冇眼睇喇><



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